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CHING IS BACK..FROM CAMP

yeah finally the orientation camp is over...met some great freshman and had a good time talking rubbish with my fellow OGLs!! =) was quite unhappy with certain things and certain people but shall not dwell into it. lets all learn to forgive and forget! freaking shag though i didnt do much compared to other enthu ogls =x

im currently blogging from our beloved teck whye nest..your family asked me out for dinner im so touched you know! i feel so loved by them but the sight of jason and his gf kinda reminds me of you and im..well..sad of course. reminds me of the times when we go out for dinner together. you were the 1 who always took the dishes for me when i was too shy to reach for them and today at the table, i suddenly felt lost. i just looked down at my rice and eat. but your parents took much food for me and i was really really touched again...

one more week till school starts. i want you to come back to me soon but that means school will be re-opening!haha..please come back into my arms soon i miss you lots. i really look forward to having the warm touch of you next to me when i lie on your bed. loving you @ 7.23pm on 30-july.. *muacks*

PHOTO GRABBED FROM TIISH ( WITHOUT HIS APPROVAL) *sniggers*

from left: me, reymond, tiff, tiish, jean

thanks a lot for helping out during the registration people! =) and also not forgetting mahathir who was behind the cam taking this picture!!

4D NUMBER TO BUY: 8803

yes yes that's their new car plate number! in the next 2 days or so they will be collecting their new car..even earlier than i expected! too bad alvin wont be there to drive the car back home..but we will be there to fetch you with it on 5-august!! =)

was busy the whole day thinking of what to do for august monthsary. though we wont be celebrating it together i would love to do something for him! it's been a long time since i last made something or bought a present for him. what else does a botak need besides hair and freedom? haha those i cant give it to him of course..so i thought of my cross stitch which i was halfway through doing it..a picture of the groom carrying the bride! =) and i spent the rest of yesterday sewing it. =/

well that wasnt quite enough..so i thought of making a card! i saw a card which will make a kissing sound every time it was opened..i will just design my own cover and paste it over the original design! a bit wasteful i know..the cover was quite pretty too! but.. it doesnt show enough of my sincerity if i dont make something..

and i personalized a cashcard for him with our photo from The Singapore Mint..guys this is a good gift for your loved ones but it will take a long time before it is ready. =/

alvin is resuming training today! his MC has finally ended and the first thing he started off with is a 4km route march, tonnes of push ups and chin ups! you can do it dear!! do not fear coz deep heat is there in your locker! haha it will cure you of all pain and aches. =p

meeting the girls today though the attendance is not full strength..think cindy will report the good news to all of us! =) a good opportunity to gossip also haha~

lunch time! till the next entry and dear, remember i'll be missing you.. *muacks*

TEKONG COMES BACK TO LIFE..

all the botaks have gone back in..i was hit by massive and huge waves of botaks at pasir ris interchange haha~ all pulling their black duffel bags behind them like SIA air stewardess lols.

im alone again while my dear alvin is serving the nation. looking forward to the next book out already coz his family car is coming!! we can go for spins on weekends and visit our beloved esplanade till the wee hours!! n no more cab taking and public transport.. =)

dear i will be a good girl when you are not around!! do take care of yourself during training and field camp..loving you lots on 23-july and always.. *hugs*

Short Weekend

so so so..this is sunday. back to camp..i didnt even see enough of his face and he is going to be MIA for another 2 weeks. training for 7 days, outfield for 7 days. god when will all this end...

had a good saturday with him, eating his beloved long john's silver and drinking pepsi. haha~ they were his major craving while he was in camp i think i didnt even measure up haha~ maybe i should go fry myself nice and crunchy, with lotsa crumbs =p he bought me clothes to wear for his next book out..so nice of you..thanks. *hugs*

this second week is even tougher..when you see him it's hard to let him go again..now you will need to re adjust to his absence all over again...this is tantamount to stabbing myself again just before my old wounds heal.

god this is hard...........

my dear girl

my dear girl cindy is atttached! to a lawyer some more! haha not yet a lawyer but a law student at nus..haha she was so happy but she told me she dont know how to be a gf! haha girl you worry too much..just relax and be yourself k? i'm happy for you!! i wish you happiness girl no matter where you are regardless of what you are doing.. *sending you my best wishes*

my mates' bloggies

haha i just read your blogs people! haha tiff has got a plain and cool blogskin! and that picture is absolutely cool. =) haha your english is absolutely power sia i enjoy reading it!

mahathir is crazy but trekking and mountains! i wonder how much money you have thrown into all those deep valleys and waterfalls. haha=p but the white water rafting looks damn good!oh and did i forget to mention that mahathir is a fitness freak as well? running 5km! god that is like walking from orchard mrt station to takashimaya..*count on fingers* 15 times?! if they have nice shops with nice clothes in their glass display i dont mind running haha. and how bout giving me all those nice clothes whenever i run past their shops? what a nice dream haha =p

and satiish is the one who is always out having good food and fun!! rice table, zoo, america..and all that talk bout pastamania! haha your blog should be the boy who eat and eat! hehe when is it our turn to go have some good food?

continue blogging, people! so that i know how you guys are doing. =) your blogs are my source of entertainment and joy this rotting season. =p

DAY 14 of CONFINEMENT

alritey last night sleeping on the single bed! then it's back to your own super single bed. =) i still remembered you telling me that you wont get used to sleeping on a single bed coz your legs will go beyond the length of the single bed..rubbish! who said that a single bed is shorter in length than a super single bed! its just that the width is shorter silly! i wonder how you get that diploma of yours with near half-empty brains hahahahaha~ =p

you are finally coming back..it's a wonder i managed to survive through the past 2weeks.yest lying on the bed i was thinking how you were always there for me whenever i need to adjust to a new, foreign environment. relief teaching at woodgrove, my very first job my whole life: you fetched me after school, helped me with my marking of work. you went down to moe with me for my interview.prior to ppt you taught this idiot how to play badminton, you accompanied her to run at the track. on the day of the ppt you went with me to nie and stayed around to support me till i finished all the stations a few hours later. on the day of the bsc orientation camp you took my luggage bag and sent me to school coz i dont noe the way. =x and you missed your classes!! on the first day of school you accompanied me to school again! saying that you must be there to witness all my firsts..you studied with me at mac thru the nite during my first major exams at nie..just last sem you came all the way to my house early in the morning on the day of my first paper to give me an exam good luck kit!!haha a box full of goodlucks that you made yourself..all this while you have been guiding me through all the tasks which i woudnt like doing alone. now i will have to depend on thoughts of you to keep me going and make do with very minimal of alvin. =(

but all that aside for now. =) tml is book-out day for the recruits. see you tml nite botak...*hugs*

the rare smile!!

look at who the tall chap in white is! =)

DAY 13 of CONFINEMENT

the last stretch of road to freedom!! alvin hang in there! you shall emerge victorious against all odds despite the pain in your legs. =)

obviously you weren't in a very good mood yesterday..we should have known that the physio dont have much power in deciding whether you should stay or go. =/ now you are just hanging there in between..and you havent been undergoing physical training for quite some time already..i'm afraid it will b hard for you to condition and catch up with the rest..dont get agitated yet go find the MO before you book out k? get your condition and things cleared up..

today is another boring day of tuition but it's ok at least time flies this way! =) gotta go down to bank later to change money for tml's registration i'm so afraid i will get robbed. =x argh! imagine keeping 400 bucks in your bag.. *shudders and pull my bag closer to me*

faster faster! friday faster come!! i have so many things to say to you but i dont know what haha~ we will go have nice nice food on FRI!! bbq stingray, prawns, crabs, kangkong, oyster... =D delicacies arent they? then we will go shopping on sat then have dinner with your family..it will be a splendid weekend..with you. =) *hugs*

DAY 12 of CONFINEMENT

just changed the blogskin..hope alvin likes it better than the "world of nonsense" skin haha. spent the whole morning personalising it since i woke up at 10 plus. i was just trying to kill time and fighting the urge of shopping and spending money. =x

day 12!!finally 2 more days to reunion with recruit goh! this is the longest 2weeks of my life EVER. he was scheduled to visit the physiotherapist this morning. wondering how everything went..i know he might need to join the next batch for bmt again having missed so many training. and that means being confined for 2weeks again. ewww..that sucks. =( anyway im prepared for the worst. life will be like that for the next 2 years. =(

portal has been down for as long as i can remember. i wanna check my personal timetable! pess is so inefficient my maths modules have already gotten their slots and timing but how come not my pe modules!! *fuming*

gotta go shower soon giving tuition this evening..sian..this kinda sums up my day. boring boring day. boring boring life. i wondered how the girlfriends survived the 2years when their guys are in NS. =/ it's killing me.

dear, hope all went well for you today. don't care too much bout the farked up doc and the farked up diagnosis and the farked up commander and the farked up life in there. take care k and hear from you tonight! drink lotsa water else your pimples wont go away!! haha~ *muacks*

DAY 11 of CONFINEMENT

papa can you smell it? the horrible stench coming from me? im rotting!! been lying on bed for 3/4 times of the day..the remaining time was used for eating and watching dvd "yours, mine and ours"..argh!!!!!

counting down: 3 more days!!! tml you gonna see the physio le..hope you will have some good news for me tml..i miss you i miss you i miss you! thank god we are on the last stretch of the difficult times..don't ever let me go through that again..

yest i think i kinda made you sad when i talked about your old school days. you told me in a sad tone that you missed home..im really sorry dear..i didnt mean it to make you feel sad..=/

the time now is 7.02 pm..still a loooooong way before you are free to call me. =( remember to eat bao bao and drink lotsa water k? tml i will go buy some pimple cream and prunes for your constipation! haha~

hope to see u soon..and i mean real soon... *muacks*

DAY 10 of CONFINEMENT

Location: teck whye. yes im blogging from our very house. i just ran away from my house this morning to seek refuge at yours. =p

The walk from the 180 bus stop to our house was so familiar i could do it with my eyes closed. i remembered walking the route with such zest and enthusiasm, eager to receive my prize as i stood at the door of the house. my handsome prince was waiting to open the door for me. =) but today i walked with such deliberate slowness, feeling the weight of my feet pulling me down. i know i wil only turn up at an empty house, a house devoid of you.

see how empty the bed is? it needs someone to sleep in it..

i miss the familiar sight of you curled up like a coccoon in bed..

have not been blogging for the past 2 days as i reached home late and i went to bed straight after i showered. went to sentosa with the guys yest, i was tricked into it seriously. pangseh-ed by the girls. =x but i had a good time playing volleyball, at least time flies! beats looking at the watch every few minutes wondering why time passes so slowly. having a backache though, from playing of volleyball. im getting old, like you. =p had a wonderful dinner of stingray kangkong, prawn crackers, satay @ food street, chinatown yest. haha no ill intention of visiting places i always go with you with other guys yest..they suggested it! we shall go feast next weekend when you book out k? =p you told me you wanted long john, cold soft drinks..and that you shall get! =)

your grad photos are here! just saw it on your table. luckily my money reached them safely haha i was afraid the coins will drop out and get lost in mail haha~ the photos were quite nice! i couldnt get the darned printer to scan man =x no idea how to get it working..so i can only capture the blur images on my phone..

damn now blogspot is not working i cant post the grad photos! next time then.. but it's really nice i can c the rare smile on your face. =)

4 more days! =D i cant wait..take care of yourself in there ok..hang in there wait for physio's diagnosis..i luv you dear im going bpp for lunch..buy mr bean to eat also..i have become increasingly independent dont you worry.. *muacks* see you soon!

DAY 7 of CONFINEMENT

tml is the last day of school experience!! can hardly wait for the whole thing to end man then dont have to wake up so early every morning..but then i will be free with nothing to do and alvin is not around. =(

wonder how is your second day of 'chalet'. did the stupid guy bully you? dont let him get you down k? we all know u didnt chao geng n fake the injury!! really worried for you. are you feeling better after resting for 2 days? can you sleep at night now that you dont have to train? are your arms still sore from pull ups? i have a million questions racing through my mind now.

now is 8.43 pm.. still got 1 more hour before i can hear your voice! better eat bao bao n take med already!!

call me soon..my days feel so empty without your voice..i luv you dear im always here waiting for you.. *hugs*

DAY 6 of CONFINEMENT

haven't heard from alvin all day wondering how his session with the doc went today..everyone was real worried for him and even i see the caring side of jason. he was telling me don't know whether your are in great pain can sleep a not..and he even comforted me ask me not to think too much. so i see that this ah beng has a good side too. =)

was so tired today..my day started from 5.30am to 6pm..gave tution for 2hrs after school. did nothing strenuous but was still mentally strained man..lying on bed looking at our photo suddenly brings water out of my eyes. it is always when i'm down at my weakest that i can't bear the thought of you being so far away from me.

been skiving in school for the past week! they gave me the opportunity to plan my own timetable so i only go for 2 periods a day. =x nothing much to learn from the observation in sec school coz all they do is TEACH from the front of the class and asking the students to try their tys..i was bored looking at them going through their homework or doing questions. but i must say we are more fortunate than those on teaching scholarship who had to help the school in coming with ways on how to conduct CME classes, new project ideas..they literally made full use of them sucked them dry..

so right now im waiting for that time again..the time when alvin would be free to communicate with me!! each day i'm just living for that precious 15 minutes i have with him and nothing else matters. even if the world came crashing down this moment i think i would die with my hp still firmly clutched in my hand haha~ =p

dear hope all is fine for you..i have got my mid year bonus and am putting part of it in your account. yours will be our savings account and mine will be our shopping account ok? hear from you soon..*muacks*

DAY 5 of CONFINEMENT

dear just smsed me and tell me that his is down with knee pain and will be going for x ray and therapy..my heart hurts..this is what i have been most afraid of..that you will encounter injury or pain of some sort and i wouldn't be by your side..so he will be out of training for the next 14 days..

i'm not worried if you downgrade to clerk..we can make do with the lower pay i don't mind but i'm afraid it will prolong your entire course duration..it will be even worse if you are going to stay in there longer. =(

been plagued with family problems lately..we are all quite badly hit and in bad shape..really want to move over and sleep in your bed man. i think that will make me feel better and bring me closer to you. missing you lots lots lots. i need you badly with me. i know you need me too, to soothe your pain and aching body..sigh~

3 more days of attachment and 1 more week i will be back in your arms again. where girlgirl belongs.. *muacks* i love you dear still waiting for you here in my usual place..

DAY 4 of CONFINEMENT

dear stil remember the first present you gave after we got together? the elle jacket? i wanted to bring it to school today but something happened to it even before i got to school. =( perhaps i was getting old and my eyesight was failing me..i was running across the road for a bus when i suddenly saw the headlights of a motorcycle advacing towards me. i was so intent on getting onto the bus i didn't notice other vehicles. =/ that was really really close to being knocked down but i ran really fast to the other side and was thinking how lucky i was when i tripped and fell with a sickening thud. funny sight right? but i swear i was ready to cry when i saw the jacket covered with mud. =( first the bike, then the kerb. *curse*

school experience was a horrible experience. the teacher just gave me various timetables of the pe n maths teachers and asked me to work out something from there. these teachers whose classes im supposed to observe didn't even know about our existence! we have to hunt them down and tell them on our own. so of course i planned my timetable to be really relaxed..if im unhappy i will just sit in the meeting room the whole day. as if last week wasn't bad enough. this is WORSE.

the weather has been really cold for the last 2 days please take care of yourself ok? haha it was really nice to hear your voice yest. train hard for your pull ups! i want to see your biceps developing. =p if you can't do 7 for every meal, i will give you extra training. carry me around when im shopping!

really really miss you. please come back soon.

DAY 3 of CONFINEMENT

oh gosh it's raining out there..wonder what the botaks are doing today..don't tell me training in the rain? he called me yesterday and said they always eat into his already very limited free time, so much so that he didn't even get to shower after collecting some equipment. exchanged a few sms and he had to lock his phone back into the locker and sleep. =( sad.

sleeping in late everyday so that time passes faster..today is no exception. been sleeping like 10, 11 hours each day. by the time i woke up it's already mid day. fast huh? haha

ah herng keep mentioning you..i showed him your botak pics yesterday and he said you look like lao peh peh! haha~ he just bought a pair of guns from the market and he handed me one of them, saying, "you bring to alvin kor kor's house and give him 1 of the guns to play." are you touched? =) faster come back and visit him..

spent a lot of money yesterday at jp..im spending even more when you are not by my side! i will keep the new clothes and let you be the first 1 to see me in it when you come out. i'm still waiting patiently for you.. *muacks*

DAY 2 of CONFINEMENT

the word "confinement" makes me think of mothers who have just given birth and are resting at home. haha =p an sms from him in the early hours of morning brings a smile to my face..he asked me to sleep with a smile on my face..my silly boy. =) really touched that he managed to sms despite the hectic schedule. i have a million questions that i want to ask him man. how's the bed? did you sleep well? how's your platoon commander? how's your bunkmates? are you adjusting well? how's training? are you tired? haha but we only have limited time to interact each day. =(

my phone's so quiet im starting to feel that it is spoilt. im sitting so often in front of the com blogging that i feel as though all the shopping centres have closed down that's why im staying home. blogging has became an integral part of my life (now that my talkative partner is not here) and taking the blog or the laptop away from me is tantamount to taking my life away from me. haha~

luckily the weather is good today: windy and sunny but not too hot. but i wonder if the weather is the same over at tekong? haha just wanna wish you all the best for your training k..have faith. i love you dear..

today, alvin and i embarked on a new chapter of our lives "together". we may be far in distance, but never in heart. tears were shed, knowing the crybaby me and i was naturally upset to be separated from him. it pains my heart even further to see him tear for the first time ever after receiving my 14 letters, 1 for each day of his confinement. he said he will be holding my hands and going through all of it with me so there is no need to be sad or to be crying. i trust him, totally, wholehearted. we will see the silver lining on the other side after 2 years. Maybe start to see a bit of it even after 2 weeks. =)

the process of shaving was heartbreaking though it wasn't exactly my hair. he shaved his head 1 day before because he said i wouldn't be able to recognise him when i see him again after 2 weeks! must let me get used to it now.. haha~ indeed. i almost couldn't recognise him. snapped a full of the painful pics..

snip snip snip went the scissors..

my reverend from the monastery..

posing for a pic with my beloved

anyway even without his hair, he still look so manly when he go topless with his new hairstyle and jeans! it drives me crazy. =p totally! i can't wait to see this scene again plus a few well defined abs when he book out on 21 july.

i don't know how but i will survive the days. somehow using the things u gave me or belongs to you or looking at our photos brings me so much closer to you. i feel better and comforted typing from your laptop because i'm touching the keypad u have been touching everyday and suddenly it's as though i can feel your fingers in contact with mine. =) i'm contented, really.

the facilities and bunks are really quite good so i hope you will be able to rest well tonight. it's real hard to get up at 5.30 am without a good rest! all the best for your training i miss you, i love you and i will be waiting for you. *muacks*

spent my whole day having meeting in school today..had a dry run of the Amazing Race till my feet were sole from 1 and a half hour of walking. so that was a day wasted, did not do anything much nor spent some time with soon-to-be recruit.
starting my teaching stint tml..not exactly teaching but more of observation, to put it nicely haha~ in other words its just sitting at the back of the classroom slacking while my CT drone on n on n on....no more sleepin in late and shopping..*groan* at least for the next 2 wks..have only canten food to survive n sweaty kids surrounding me! lol~
awaiting pay day next week..look forward to it! i dunno where did all my money go this month haha all i noe was i only bought some clothes n eat some good food (as usual thai express)..couldnt have spent 500 bucks on all of those rite! haha so many upcoming birthdays some more.
alvin is snoring away now n my tummy is rumbling away..waiting for dinner. have a sudden craving for crispy wanton n siew mai n wang wang rice crackers! weird combination i noe haha but i have weird taste. otherwise i wouldnt haf liked alvin haha =p
capturing all our faces more often on camera lately..so here is 1 pic for the day:

till then people!! =)

back from cruise..not very fun but at least i get to spend some quality time wif alvin..time sure flies 4 more days n he is going to be enlisted..=(
haha how we spent our 2 days on the ship: watch ghost shows, soccer matches,play jackpot n sing ktv! B-O-R-I-N-G! haha n get seasick together man...the ship really ROCKS! literally rocking! when i was sleeping, when i was showering... haha~ my dear boy is stil a virgin at singing ktv man!! havent even open his golden mouth to sing me a song ever since we got together 19 months ago!! hrmph~ u get my HINT a not boy? it's time to sing!!!!!!! =p
those are practically all the facilities u can find on e ship! e fitness centre is a scam..the star lounge is a scam...e swimming pool water is murky n look no bigger then a conference table..n $5 per drink at the ktv certainly dun make me feel any better.only the buffet helps to brighten up my days haha..
enough grumbling..i promise some pictures din i? =)

on the deck..e sun was scorching!! but our smiles are still as radiant as ever =)

the jackpot machine at e back made me lose a small fortune.. =( my smile was just a strong front i put on =p

anyway today is e 2nd le..happy anniversary to u my dear..19 months le!! we haf many more happy 2NDs to come!! so make sure u come out safe n sound from army to celebrate them with me..i wil be here waiting for u always..remember that in every frame of my future, i see u with me in each n every frame..i love u *muacks*

the fonts are not so friendly for you old people squinting behind the computer screen eh? =p




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