Wednesday, August 23, 2006
8/23/2006 07:07:00 PM

BUSY AND TIRED *currently listening to All My Life by K-ci and Jojo and thinking of my beloved alvin*

the last entry was again like..so many donkey years ago! been so long since i last talked about nasi lemak in here haha~ busy with tuition and classes that end rather late on certain days. weekends all are fully packed with tuition, no time to go out and enjoy...=(

feel that i have been doing nothing much but rushing here and there..still as blur as ever in my math class and trying to find tiime to read up my textbooks..

1 of us has been behaving rather oddly lately. weird temper and keeping everything to himself. no matter what the matter is, there are many people here all caring for him but yet he chose to immerse himself in his own problems. and that is so getting on my nerves. stop wallowing in your own misery! will that help? wake up and do something positive about your life! maybe im not the protagonist and therefore not in a good position to judge but dont turn down your friends care and concern. you are making them feel very du lan as well.

playing icg badminton with my dear satiish haha we have a power combination! right? =p wish us all the best i will try to play well with him.

more updates next time when im free-er..till then, suport mee goreng not nasi lemak! haha =p

Wednesday, August 16, 2006
8/16/2006 11:42:00 AM

CHING IS NOT MISSING, DONT WORRY.. haha

it's been so long since i last blogged man! i realised school takes up so much of my time that i only on my computer like maybe, twice a week? the number of new messages in my inbox now reads 96. =/ haha a lot of updating to do later!

school so far wasnt fantastic..thursdays and fridays end late at 8pm and im giving tuition 3times a week. my only free days are mondays but icg is going to take them away also. lectures are boring, as usual and i can hardly catch up with my maths. =( this sem is...disastrous.

the only good things are my weekends, bball and soccer classes. im actually enjoying soccer! haha the games were fun and i have really nice friends to help me along. i just wanna say, "thanks a million people!" =)

weekends are fab definitely, and the movie "CLick!" is even more fantastic. i give it 2 thumbs-up! being a tear bomb as i always am, i was just holding alvin's hands and sobbing uncontrollably in the cinema. it was no doubt comical but it was just so...touching. catch it guys! you wont regret it. =) next movie i wanna watch...The Ant Bully. =)

today is wednesday the week is halfway over! hope all of you are surviving the school blues and hang in there friday will come soon. =) take care till then. =)

Monday, August 07, 2006
8/07/2006 04:11:00 PM

FIRST DAY

first day of school was..short. haha only had 2 lessons for the whole day. the tutors were nice and soccer class was..ok la. though i cant pass properly. =x i need better legs man. someone care to exchange legs with me?haha =p

i love my new soccer boots though they werent very comfy..probably not used to it. and white is definitely a wrong choice of colour! haha they got mud stains on them already so sad. =(

tml is another short day coz of national day celebrations and most importantly alvin is booking out! haha i think im getting alvin-itis just like tiish got marie-itis =p

gotta go dl notes for tml's lessons le..=( back to my usual routine! i kinda love school. =)

8/07/2006 03:54:00 PM

SKINNED HANDS, CUT WOUNDS, HEAT-RASHED BACK AND MY BROKEN HEART

finally get to meet up with alvin again for the second time in a month. things will be easier for him now that field camp is over! =) but seeing him with lots of cuts and blisters on his hands from non-stop digging of trench and whatever bushes out there kinda pains my heart..and his peeling back and heat rash..he seems to have lost quite a lot of weight too. =( who are we to complain of hardship man! imagine crawling through the forest floor which had got their own urine all over. =/

the weight loss and the cuts on him werent the only changes on him. he seems a changed person..he has really matured and become a better man..not that he is bad in the past la haha~ the words he said..the things he do..really touched me and simple actions show me his appreciation. not just towards me but towards all the people around him as well. =)

we had some time to ourselves last weekend in our very own car. =) he was happy, i could tell. definitely enjoyed singing and driving with him. i heard him sing to himself softly too..even though he may not be singing for me im happy that he actually SING OUT LOUD. lols he actually opened that virgin mouth of his!

went to esplanade, our part-tor place and had wonderful supper with him. we talked so much that i always feel thirsty whenever he's with me! =) didnt do much during this short weekend but just being with him is enough for me. i feel....contented. =)

i just want to say..i love you dear..and thanks for loving me. =)

Thursday, August 03, 2006
8/03/2006 03:44:00 PM

BACK TO CAMP for alvin

finally..field camp is going to be over tonight! =D i bet you appreciate the bed and food at tekong more already right? when you book out on saturday im gonna let you have more good food! it's been a long time since we had teppanyaki at food republic isnt it? *wink*

im blogging from our love nest again! nothing to do at home so i thought i will go stock up some pepsi and apollo choco wafer sticks at your house! you will get to eat them when you come home. =) cant wait to hear your voice tonight..i will stay up the whole night even if it kills me! haha~ everybody at home misses you lots you know? your dad kept asking me whether you will be happy seeing the car a not..he gives you all the best man =) he really wants to see you happy!

start thinking of what you gonna do, what you gonna eat, where you gonna drive me when you book out! coz it's only less than 48hours to our reunion! take care till then and remember that we love you! =) *muacks*

Wednesday, August 02, 2006
8/02/2006 07:25:00 PM

ANNIVERSARY WITHOUT YOU (a tribute to alvin)

dear this is the first time we are not spending the 2nd together..you are so far away from me!! *cry* and where is my present? *sticks out my hand* haha i was just kidding..if i want any present that will only be i want you to love me forever! =) i love you dear..

so many things to say..so many truthful stuff from the bottom of my heart. whenever you are not with me i think back about you, our memories a lot. this is what kept me surviving for the past 1month haha~ i think of how we first started out..you complaining about how ugly i look lols. i have always thought that the one who started the courtship will always be the one who gives more to the relationship but i'm wrong! you made me want to give you my all, the best of everything you know? you made me wanna love you with all my heart.

i remembered you saying you were an unlucky child, unlucky guy. and you quoted the monopoly incident to me. things that you want, you will get it but only after a long way, a hard time. you said jason has it all, luck and stuff. whatever he wants, he get it with a snap of his fingers. even friends and popularity. i just want to tell you no matter how long, how hard the way, WE will walk through all this hand in hand..i wont give you up. i wont let you down. i wont let you be sad. i will love you with all my heart. this is my promise to you. i dont need you to believe in me; i want you to give me time to let you see all these coming true.

i remembered saying you were not romantic but you know what, i actually mean to say you were the sweetest guy on earth. you give me surprises at the correct times and really took me by surprise. =) surprises, when given too often becomes so dull isnt it? as i recall all the surprises, i must say you are one romantic chap. =)

all i want to do now is to sit in the streets of orchard with you eating $1 ice cream like we used to, hug together at esplanade and chat about our future and most importantly, i wanna hold your hands and say i love you...come back soon and fulfil my wish wont you? *muacks*

Tuesday, August 01, 2006
8/01/2006 03:01:00 PM

LIFE LESSONS

being rich is scary.

i want internal wealth--happiness.

i want a home.
wilkommen
the fonts are not so friendly for you old people squinting behind the computer screen eh? =p

all about moi



[GreenTea]
[22 years old]
[1-december-1986]
[undergraduate]
[deep in thought]



loves



[alvin]
[nerds]
[thai express]
[shopping]
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